OF CLOUDS AND LIGHT
A Presentation to the Chicago Literary Club
By Arthur J. Diers
On December 14, 2009
OF CLOUDS AND LIGHT
I am coming alive again, and Turkey, for better or worse, has to
do with it. Upon arrival in Istanbul
I set out along a quiet street toward Taksim
Square. Suddenly, I am engulfed in a horde of
Turks dashing for buses exuding diesel stench and pushing into streetcars
screeching past. I was told to go directly through the Square, but I can only
let myself be carried along to the streetlight and then jostled across the
street until I’m extruded by the human sea onto the bleak, vast, empty space—a
sandy, dusty plain. I’m in a youthful mood from a country that thinks of itself
as young after more than two hundred years, but I’ve been hit by the life force
of a country just now feeling its oats after eighty-six years. Before me stands
their Monument of
Independence, built in
1928. I know because I’ve read about it in the travel literature. It celebrates
the founding of the modern Turkish Republic in 1923. Like our Washington Monument,
it honors their great leader. Hardly anyone is there.
Several armed guards lounge around, far enough away to make
it seem ok to walk right up to it. It’s modest, mystical, a little weird to the
Western eye. Ataturk, the Founder, with his generals celebrate his grand
victory. On the other side he presents himself with his aides, the great
statesman who rules and guides Turkey
toward its future. All are surrounded by many flags.
As I approach I feel uncomfortable under the eyes of the
guards. They become more alert. I have raised my long, large, heavy, grey 35 mm, Canon Photura camera. Many
people have wondered what this big thing is. Could they think it’s a weapon? I
try to act unafraid, calm and natural while taking a picture. I look over all
sides of the monument as any tourist would. But I hestitate to linger, and walk
ever so casually away. Out of the corner of my eye I see the guards relax, a
raised gun lowered. A cloud of fear stays with me. I had been warned. Three days before
departure three guards were killed at the American Embassy. Rumors flew. Was it
Al Quaeda? Was it the Kurds? Was it a private matter? My friends insisted I cancel the trip. I
pooh-poohed them. Now here I am slinking out of Taksim Square.
Just a few steps on I am relieved to enter Istiklal, a
pedestrian way filled with a throng of happy, lively, contented people,
shopping, gabbing, eating, walking or just watching. They are window-shopping,
gawking, drinking, gaping at galleries, moseying about. A sense of communal
well-being pervades the atmosphere. It is like Wells Street in Old Town Chicago in the
Sixties. I am amazed at how my mood has changed.
A hearty fellow welcomes me at the
entrance of an inviting tavern. “What a good-spirited crowd,” I exclaim. “I can’t
get over how good we all feel.” I am
filled with largess which I haven’t felt for years. “Of course,” he said, “But
the important thing is that you feel
good here.” “No,” I said, “We all feel good.” “No,” he argued, “what’s really
important is that you feel good
here.” Then I realized as I sipped my beer that this Turk’s fear was of
American fear. His livelihood and personal safety are threatened by our violent
intrusion into the heart of his world.
All that is forgotten as
I continue my walk in Istiklal. Music
filters out onto the street—mostly modern American music, but some lilting
Turkish strains. I see a Yankee cap, Reeboks and Jordans, mini-skirts over tight
pants, jeans on most legs—only a very few in traditional garb. Am I still in Chicago? I see the spirit
of William James’ pleasing, lively, energetic pluralism alive and well here. I walk in Istiklal for hours and return
whenever I can. I have seldom felt so good. Is it because of the underlying
fear? Is it because I’m just coming out of an emotional fog?
I begin to feel again after having been in shock since my
dear wife’s death three years ago. I’ve been paralyzed, numb and here I’m
coming alive again. I am filled with wonder by the landscapes, historic sites,
cities and people in Turkey.
My senses are enlivened as I explore the historic roots of the menacing, warm and lively spirit of the Turks.
I feel with force echos of the emotional
clouds and shades of light in myself and in the Turks.
Their fear of the West is well-founded. One of the first documented incursions was the
Trojan War. We traveled briefly south of Istanbul
to Troy. In the
Nineteenth Century Heinrich Schliemann, a German who became an American
citizen, proved that Troy
was located where Homer said it was, at this site which was then at the
southern entrance to the Dardenelles.
There amongst the carefully examined ruins stands a wooden Trojan horse
about the size of my Dutch Colonial house filled with children running around
inside and out.
Troy was one of the greatest cities in
the ancient world. It was strategically located, controlling the seas--the
passage between the Mediteranean and the Black Sea.
In those days it was necessary to stop at Troy
to await the return of favorable winds.
The story is well known. Priam, King of Troy, and Hecuba his
wife, were about to have a son when Hecuba had a dream. She dreamt that she was
about to give birth to a flaming torch.
Their seer advised them that this meant that this child would bring Troy’s destruction—by
fire. The child must be killed. Priam and Hecuba couldn’t do it. They gave the
boy to their chief herdsman to take to the top of Mount
Ida which we view with wonder high above us. We look with our own
eyes at the very place where Paris
was left to die. The herdsman returned to the mountain some time later to
verify the death, but found that a she-bear had suckled the boy. He put the boy
in his backpack (Paris
is the word for backpack), and raised him to become a beautiful, charming,
intelligent lad. As he grew he was a great help with the herds, on one occasion
heroically driving away robbers attacking the sheep. His youthful hobby was to
train bulls to fight each other, a favorite entertainment of the day. To
enhance his reputation as a showman he offered a golden crown to any bull able
to beat his champion. He was convinced that his was unbeatable. Ares, the
bloodthirsty god of war, challenged him by himself becoming a bull and roundly
defeated Paris’
prize beast. Paris
willingly awarded the golden crown, and thus became regarded as a just, wise
and noble man.
That made him a candidate for making a judgment which Zeus
himself did not want to make. At a grand
palatial wedding Eris, the troublemaking goddess of strife, offered a golden
apple to be given to the most beautiful maiden of them all. Paris was then given the job of judging. Each of the contestants had persuasive perks
to dangle before him. Hera would give
him Europe and Asia.
That’s quite an offer. Athena would make him the bravest, most skilled warrior
on earth. What more could a strong young man want? Aphrodite would offer him
the love of the most beautiful woman in the world. Everyone knew that that
woman was Helen of Troy. What is a young man to do? He chose, not surprisingly,
the love of a gorgeous woman. He followed his heart, asking for trouble. Is that what men do?
He was in Asia, what is now Turkey. Helen
was across the waters in Europe, in what is
now Greece.
She was married to Menelaus, and had many former suitors in Greece all of
whom were upset no end about the couple when they eloped to Troy. It was a cause for war.
The Greeks set out on a thousand ships to attack the most
powerful city of the day, to defend the honor of their king and to gain control
of the seas. The armies exhausted each other with ten years of heroic fighting,
leading to many heroic deaths. Hector, Paris’s
brother, was killed. Achilles the powerful warrior of the Greeks was stung by
an arrow in the ankle and died. Paris, an inept warrior, was said to have snuck
up on Achilles from behind. Paris himself was fatally wounded. Through all this
the walls of Troy,
walls we look upon today, were impregnable.
We all know how the Spartans conquered—through trickery. Troy was burned to the
ground as had been prophesied. To think that we Americans can stand there right
now and have our shoes step on those charred rocks. The gods were not happy
with this mess. Troy
was no longer habitable. Many Greeks were lost at sea on the way home. Many
Greeks stayed, dispersed, mated local women, and settled down on the Asian
lands. Helen returned to hubby.
So it is with Europe and Asia throughout history.
The continents at odds big-time, catastrophic conflicts ensue. There is
romance and there is tragedy. Sometimes fear trumps everything to call the
tune. Priam was afraid that his city would be burned to the ground. This led to
actions which brought about what he feared, yet in the end commingling through
intimate liaisons and such. The push of
the West is persistent and lasting. The spirit of the East remains alive. This ebb and flow evolves into a tension
between East and West inside the Turks. How they deal with it offers much
promise to the world. I feel torn in myself
between my western rationality and foreign passions which come of grief
and longing for breaking into something entirely different. Maybe there’s promise
for me, too.
After Troy
the Greeks again from the West dominated Turkey, with Alexander the Great
and others tromping through. We are dazzled by Pergemum, part of Alexander’s
legacy. The Greeks brought their wonderful panoply of gods and goddesses with
them. I peruse the magnificent archeological
museum in Anatalya on the shore of the lovely Mediterranean
Sea. There Artemis is represented more than any other. She took deep
root in southwestern Turkey
because she stood for the independence for which they longed. I, too, fell in
love with Artemis.
In the Eighth Century
BCE at Selcuk, near Ephesus,
the Temple of Artemis was built. It was one of the
wonders of the ancient world and is described by Antipar of Sidon:
“I have set eyes on the wall
of lofty Babylon on which is a road of chariots, and statue of Zeus by the
Alpheus, and the hanging garden, and the colossus of the Sun, and the huge
labor of the high pyramids, and the vast tomb of Mausalus, but when I saw the
house of Artemis that mounted to the clouds, those other marvels lost their
brilliancy, and I said ‘Lo, apart from Olympus, the Sun never looked on a sight
so grand.’”
Artemis was the twin sister of Apollo, the daughter of Zeus and
Leto, his mistress. Hera, Zeus’s wife, hated her rival and threatened her life.
So when Leto was pregnant she had trouble finding a safe place to give birth.
She finally settled on the remote, barren island of Delos.
After Artemis was born her mother was still in labor with Apollo and had great
difficulty. Artemis comforted and attended to her mother through the ordeal
facilitating a successful birth of the beautiful lad. I am touched by the suffering
of this desperately lonely mother and the great comfort given by one who is
still only a child. I, too, am becoming familiar with what it is to be deeply lonely
after losing a companion of fifty years and wonder what new comforts there
might be.
Much to Hera’s dismay Artemis became Zeus’s favorite. He
protected her from his wife and gave her whatever she wanted. It delighted her.
Artemis chose eternal chastity, independence, and she wanted to choose her own
friends. She became a huntress, roaming the plains and forests and mountains
with her nymphs—a motley crew. As the goddess of the moon she was especially
active at night, unerringly accurate with silver arrows springing from her
powerful bow.
Artemis was a helper in pain, a healer and a comfort through
kindly death. Sacrifices to her would facilitate successful pregnancies or
blessed deaths. Women sought her help in exacting vengeance when unfairly
treated. She would be swift and sure in response. When her mother was raped,
she saw to the horrible death of the offender. When a fellow ogled her while
she bathed in the spring she turned him into a stag and his hounds devoured
him. She was the supportive counselor of young women until they married and
then wished them well. Evie, too was outrageously unconventional,
vengeful when angry and a great comfort. I can’t get her out of my mind. But there
are also moments when being without her offers a freedom I haven’t enjoyed
before. I am relishing this strange land, leaving the strings binding me to a
past life.
Artemis was said to have fallen in love with one man—Orion,
the greatest of hunters. There are two accounts of how she brought about his
death. One was that he threatened to kill all beasts with his great skill, so
had to be stopped. The other involved Apollo, who feared that she was about to
lose her chastity, so challenged her to hit a little speck a few hundred yards
away in the water, so with her silver arrow she hit the mark and therewith
struck the head of Orion who was swimming far away. As I fall in love with this
goddess I wonder if I too am looking for someone unattainable, longing for what
cannot be.
Artemis had a commercial value. Likenesses of her were bought
to wear or to decorate homes. Statues of her are everywhere, more and more are
uncovered to this day—in stone, marble, granite and silver. My house is filled with likenesses of Evie and
the wildly ordered abstract art that sprang from her diseased brain in her
final years. I feel their power as the Turks did with representations of
Artemis.
Artemis dominated the religious scene even after the Roman conquerors came with another incursion from
the West and did their thing—built roads, cities, temples, aqueducts, monuments
of emperors, theatres, large public spaces, baths. We walk down the streets of Ephesus, the most
complete Roman city remaining in the world, with remnants of what Rome built around us. We
sit on one of the row of holes in the bath, imagining how it would be to be
bathed in steam in good company having the constantly flowing waters whisk away
all excrement—urine, feces, perspiration, waiting for an attendant to bring a
towel, talking in praise of Artemis. Who would question this gracious goddess
who comforted so many? I stand at the top of the great theater of Ephesus,
overlooking the entire city, and from that vantage point below me was the great
plaza where Paul of Tarsus with his Christ challenged Artemis.
This plaza was an arena for public discussion, as Bughouse Square in Chicago used to be. Paul was
a well-educated peripatetic preacher who had stature as a Roman citizen. He was
an incandescent charismatic ascetic who charmed and commanded respectful
attention. He had an Obama-like religious vision, a message suited for changing
times. The unity of the Roman Empire made for
the possible sense of one god beyond the outmoded tribal structure. The Jews
had one God. Paul preached that the
Jew’s God, attested to in the Scriptures, was everyone’s God, that this God
sent his Christ (Greek for Messiah) to transform the world, to make the only
sacrifice necessary--displacing all the Greek gods. He specifically declared
that Artemis is henceforth displaced. Jesus brought forgiveness of all sins;
love to all and as a bonus eternal life. Join the brothers and sisters who sing
his praises, remind each other of his story, become one of those filled with
the loving spirit that is bursting with generosity to each other and all
others, including especially the poor. This was Paul’s message.
It was not well received. Artemis was loved too much to be
insulted in this way. The livelihood of the silver makers was threatened. The populous was restive, a riot ensued, Paul
was arrested and charged with disturbing the peace. He was put in jail with a
hefty sentence, beaten badly. He avoided Ephesus
after that, only sending letters to his followers, guiding the community from
afar.
I was especially
stirred by this place, the theatre at Ephesus,
because I was raised to believe Martin Luther’s Pauline message as the Gospel
truth. I am stunned. Here it was new. I
consider the hundreds of sermons I’ve heard from my father, and the dozens of
books I’ve read from Saint Augustine
to Paul Tillich elucidating Paul’s message. But here in this place it was
fresh—altogether a new vision of God in the world spoken for the very first
time. Since then there have been so many words. Hopefully, there have been as
many acts of kindness.
Later, when I wander around in the vast, and I do mean vast,
sacred space of Hagia Sophia I see that Christendom, a couple of centuries
later, had its day. It is the Great Church
in Istanbul
which was the center of Christendom and the largest structure in the world for
nearly a thousand years. It stands high above the strong, deep wide waters of
the Bosporus and the Golden
Horn, overlooking the rolling golden hills of the magnificent
city. My renewed sense of being alive tingles with awe in Hagia Sophia, which
means Holy Wisdom. Beautiful overwhelming spaces have always made my heart
sing. When I was a child the wordless stillness of big churches affected me. In my adulthood I have come to love spacious,
hallowed temples--like St. Isaacs in St.
Petersburg, Berliner Dom, the great Mosque in Casablanca. But Hagia Sophia
surpasses them. Her echoes resound in literature, architecture, history,
religion. I decided to make this trip largely because of her. She is about to
die.
But her birth begins with Constantine whose exploits in the early
Fourth Century developed him into a consummate warrior and diplomat. He was the
illegitimate son of a powerful leader in Rome,
grew up in the east of the empire, in what was then called Byzantium. Because his genetic credentials
were suspect he had to fight every step of the way. He opposed religious
persecution of all sorts. His superiors kept trying to find ways to get rid of
him. Legend has it that on one occasion he was set up to battle a lion. The
poor animal didn’t have a chance. He sought out compromises whenever possible
through marriage and such until he reached the top in about 325 A.D.
During his ascent he felt increasingly alienated from the
Greek gods. I am most irritated as I stand beneath the gigantic columns in
Didyma, row upon row of them. Here at the Temple of Apollo,
I am among these incredible columns where the great leaders of the day anxiously
waited while the priests and priestesses carried on the smoky, mystical
exercises germinating prophetic utterances to determine their fate. Here I am
without a camera, having left the heavy thing in the bus. I should have gotten
that cheapy at Walgreens to have in my pocket. My irritation turns to awe as I consider
those anxious patrons as they approach the great power of Apollo. The lives of the
great leaders’, Constantines’s
rivals, were in the balance. I think I know how they felt. The shifting
economic tides make me profoundly anxious. What is my fate? What guru will give
me the wisdom needed to preserve my health, save me from poverty in my old age,
keep my family safe. The priests and priestesses of the temple did what our
gurus do. They do what seems most rational to them at the time and prophesy Constantines’s defeat—time
after time. It pissed Constantine
off.
How much his
conversion was political and how much religious is a continuing matter of
debate. When he approached Rome
with his outnumbered force to take possession of the capital his warriors were
carrying shields with crosses on them. This because of a vision he had in 311—a
flaming cross with the words “in this sign, conquer.” He moved toward declaring
Christianity the religion of the state and himself the leader of both. A
religion espousing one god and one emperor fit him quite nicely. It was a
dramatic change from the waning power of the Hellenistic gods toward a new
unifying force which made his empire cohesive toward the future. He moved the
capital of the empire from Rome
to the city he renamed (surprise! surprise!) Constantinople.
It became the grandest city in that world. Many say that if it were not for
Constantine Christianity would have continued only as a small sect. Of course,
in order to maintain his position he had to among other things murder a son,
but was kind enough to off his wife in a more gracious way—having her lapse
into unconsciousness in an overheated bath. To play it safe he reserved his
baptism for the moment before his death.
Before he died he opened and presided over the formative
councils of the Christian church wrapped in the most eloquent luminous garb, flowing
multi-colored robes, carried with dramatic delicate dignity, setting the
aesthetic tone of the Christian East with its devotion to divine light, aesthetic
richness and liturgical splendor. He was like Elvis—with his costume and
movements and voice capturing the imagination of the age. Or like Michelle Obama with her down to
earth, classy, intelligent CJ Crew wardrobe and Lanvin sneakers capturing
freshly the strut of our age. In this way Constantine
set the tone for Christendom, presiding over the councils which hammered out most
of the doctrines of the faith which are confessed by Christians today. Who
would think that Turkey
is the cradle of Christian doctrine? I heard my mother confess the Nicene Creed
just the other day. It was negotiated a few miles east of Istanbul. When I showed her pictures of Turkey she exclaimed. “Turkey! Who on
earth would want to go to Turkey!”
A proper church building, the one that wows me today,
reflects this faith’s grand vision. Justinian
built it a century after Constantine.
It was a good thing he was a sports fan. At great cost and with exceptional
leadership he extended the weakened empire to some of its old glory, but
alienated many. Riots began at the games
in the Hippodrome, like those violent eruptions at soccer games in Europe. There were weeks of unrest. Much of the city was
destroyed. Justinian had been a patron of the Blue team whose main rival was
the Green team. A leader of the Greens led the opposition and was about to be
crowned king in the Hippodrome while Justinian huddled in terror with his loyal
guards in the palace making plans to flee for his life. His wife, Theodora, a
champion of women’s rights in Byzantium,
stood in his face and told him in no uncertain terms that any king worth his
salt would fight to the death. She herself was not going anywhere. Justinian
pulled himself together, organized his Blues, sealed off the Hippodrome in a
sudden strike, and proceeded to slaughter thirty thousand protesters, being
careful to kill anyone who tried to escape. It reminds me of Rwanda, the
slaughter with machetes slashing. Think of the hard labor, think of what work
it is to hack out one life after
another, one head or arm or heart after another—hack, hack, hack-- until all
thirty thousand are dead meat within a day or two. It was eight hundred
thousand in a little over month in Rwanda.
Justinian then launched a mission, an engineering feat, like
Kennedy’s mission to the moon. He
gathered the best architects, engineers, artists and skilled artisans. He
collected the finest materials from throughout his empire—marble, gems,
minerals (especially gold), and in five years built the Great Church
which stands to this day. Anthemius of Tralles was the scientist and
mathematician who designed the structure. I look up at the dome, so high
above--183 feet
high, and 100 feet
in diameter. I have to turn my head around to see how it is suspended over a
square, supported by huge pillars called pendentives, buttressed by immense
half-domes. Originally large windows ringed the dome, gilded lamps were
suspended from the ceiling, and this light was reflected magically by the
mosaics which covered the entire surface of the walls and vaults. John Ash describes the scene:
“The ground (embedded in the
mosaics) was always gold…light in its most concentrated form…The ceaseless
movement of light within the church was intended to render the entire structure
insubstantial, as if barely tethered to the earth. The Byzantine ideal was
dazzling illumination.” (Ash, John, A Byzantine Journey, Random House, New York, 1995. p. 21f.)
Hagia Sophia was its finest
material representation.
It was not to last. The Byzantine way persisted for more than
a thousand years with the Great
Church at its center. But
it was weakened when ten years after the church was completed a plague felled
half of the population. The anxiety we felt about Swine Flu reminds us that the
threat of plague is still with us. Imagine what it would be like if half of our
citizens died in a plague.
Then, in the Eighth Century the iconoclastic movement,
fearing the return of the pagan gods, righteously destroyed all beautiful
sacred objects—all paintings, mosaics, statues. Imagine what it would be like to have all of
the beautiful objects around us righteously destroyed. I guess the aims of the
radical jihadists give us some sense of this threat. Our delight in development
may do it, too. Just a few mosaics from the Twelfth Century have been restored
recently for me to see. They are spell-binding, offering just a hint of the
glories of old.
Poor leadership led to the loss of the great agriculturally
prosperous center of Anatolia in 1071, at the
Battle of Manzikert. That lush fertile region was almost blithely given away. It
filled me with grand feeling, overlooking the fertile valleys between the high
mountains, fields without fences, without buildings, without billboards, a
little like Vermont—just luscious crops of grapes, wheat, tobacco, lemons,
beets, oranges, blueberries, apricots. It reminds me of how my father was
ecstatic about the bounty of Iowa.
I did not know that Turkey
is such a fertile land. Its greatest asset was given away.
The Crusaders from the West were asked to come and help
defend the empire against the threat from the east. They came, were amazed to
see a city so much more beautiful and so much more culturally advanced than
anything in the West. They were dazzled and then burned, destroyed and pillaged
it in 1204. Apparently, they were the wrong kind of Christians.
Then Byzantium
was killed softly by Rumi, a poet, mystic, Islamist confronting by this time a
somewhat ossified Christian style. I met Rumi in Konya at Turkey’s center. Rumi lived in the
Thirteenth Century. He converted all with “kindness, friendship and good
example.” He believed that love for the
Creator was latent in all men and refused to acknowledge the importance of
religious labels. He offended no one, included everyone. He believed that music
and dance and poetry were ways to facilitate love and developed the practice
and ritual of the whirling dervishes, whom we reverently observe silently whirling,
whirling in expansive white robes in the wide, ancient spaces of the
caravanserai which is on this night a temple of the soul. At his tomb in Konya we join throngs of
people from all levels of society, well-dressed, with reverence paying their
respects. Upon his death leaders of five religions (including Christians and
Jews) helped carry him to his tomb which lies under a striking turquoise copula
and is topped with his wildly colorful turban. I burst out laughing. His humor
radiated to me over the centuries. Ordinarily,
when I look at a woman dressed in traditional Islamic garb she is positioned to
act as though I don’t exist. So when a lovely young woman partly veiled looks
at me directly with a glowing smile it is as though all political, cultural and
sexual boundaries are pleasingly crossed. Only in Konya. The wonderful moment is still with me.
The end of Byzantium
came with the Ottomans. The East was rising again. Hagia Sophia becomes a
mosque. The mihrab, the golden slab in the direction of Mecca replaces the altar. The walls are
whitewashed, covering the mosaics. Giant Arabic calligraphic posters, huge words
from the Koran, “Allah lives”, and the names of Muhammad and the first caliphs
cover the high pillars. It jars me, as an heir of Christendom, to take in these
alterations. It jarred the West to its core. We know how vulnerable we felt on
9/ll. With the fall of Constantinople in 1453,
and with the Ottoman army approaching Vienna
the West was gripped with fear. Constantinople
becomes Istanbul,
“to the city.” Mohammed, the Prophet, captured the imagination of the Middle East gradually stirring the Arabic speaking
indigenous peoples. Osman fought off the Mongols in central Anatolia,
united the squabbling Turkman tribes and founded a dynasty which created a
great empire which came to dominate the Balkans, the Middle
East and Egypt.
The West was astounded by the grandeur of the architecture, garb and pageantry
of Islamic culture. The Ottoman Empire cleverly administered its vast holdings,
maintaining control while being religiously tolerant, and its military
dominated every battle. The Sultan became the absolute ruler of an Islamic
state. Suyleyman the Magnificent reigned at the height of the empire in the
mid-sixteenth century and built the largest mosque which commands the city. I
was disappointed that when we were there it was being refurbished. We could
only see it from afar, but we could see it from almost everywhere we went.
Topkapi Palace was the home of the Sultan in those
days as well as the seat of government, with three lovely courtyards. What a restful loveliness I find in those
grounds--the gardens, the panoramic views, especially the rows of resplendent
trees. After so much walking it is a pleasant place to sit. I sit near the
entrance of the Palace
of Justice, a small
bejeweled center. Suyleyman is Turkish for Justice which is the Sultan’s sole
function. We can think of it as though the Supreme Court were the only and
absolute authority. I notice the peephole in this Palace from which the Sultan can
keep an eye on his staff. What a delicate tower above from which he can view
all that transpires. His spies are everywhere in the Empire. Local regions
govern themselves with a considerable independence, but the Sultan will be
informed of any infraction and when reported will investigate and respond with
military action if it is a rebellious movement, or usually with just a few heads,
hands or feet lopped off. It saves the expense of prisons. Usually it’s the
heads.
Jews who fled the Christian Inquisition were treated with
respect. The Ottoman Empire was a refuge for
Jews through most of its history, since the West was so malicious toward them. Christians,
too, were respected, but usually had to pay a higher tax, and had to send one
son to Istanbul
to be converted to Islam and educated for public or military service. What a
way to control an empire! Many rose to high office. The Janissaries composed of
these Christian sons became the fiercest of warriors. Sultans became experts at
manipulating opposing powers to fight each other until history’s tide turned
against them.
At the beginning of the Twentieth Century, the Sultan sided with
Germany
in the First World War, and the empire was defeated. The Turks still mourn the
loss. It is not easy to get over being top dog. The whole nation continues to
grieve. It is pervasive in the culture, so well articulated by Orhan Pamuk. I
wish I could get over it, but that pervasive sense of loss is what made me feel
so akin to the Turkish people. Coming alive again includes feeling the pain of
the loss more acutely. Now I am, along with the Turks, experiencing both the
old pain and the excitement of new possibilities—this mixture of feelings
battling away.
The Ottomans had one great victory at the beginning of the
war—at Gallipoli. I see Gallipoli from Canakkale, across the Dardenelles. I walk
far along the waters, another one of those communal pedestrian ongoing
festivals, to where there are no tourists. I have the walk of a foreigner, an
American, a casual energetic manner. It suits my feeling out of place
emotionally anyway. I point to a beer spout to order and choose a table closer
to the sea expecting to be served there. A large burly fellow confronted me fiercely,
loudly commanding what I don’t understand. I gesture apologetically that I
don’t get it. He gesticulates with his powerful arms that I am to be placed
right next to the bar. The force of his massive body was clearly behind his
words. I am an American who has crossed a line. In his mind I may have control
of the world, but I was not to have control in his bar. I felt that strong male
dominance—another part of their culture. He was not to be trifled with. I
meekly moved.
There were many Australians there mourning their dead, those
hundreds of thousands of allied troops who lost their lives foolishly at
Gallipoli, unable to gain control over this strategic waterway. Ataturk was the
Ottoman general who led the Turks to this victory. Here he set out on the path
to become the one shining leader who could pick up the pieces afterward.
After the War he organized Modern Turkey. The Allies divided the country up—the west to Greece, the
north to Russia,
the south to France.
The Kurdish tribes wanted the east. Ataturk gathered loyal countrymen, peasants
mostly, in the center of Turkey
at Ankara. They
formed a government, organized a militia which fought with the ferocity of the
Ottomans to forge a nation. The French and
Russians were tired of war, so did not press their advantage. Only the Greeks
who believed that they owned Turkey
in the first place came in with vigor to take the western lands. The Turks smashed them, eventually even
displacing the Greeks who had lived there for centuries. It was brutal. A
friend of mine whose grandparents had been uprooted from Turkey and lost
everything lent me an old volume carefully detailing every atrocity wreaked
upon the Greeks. It is entitled “The Greatest Massacre of the Twentieth
Century.” After the ferocity of the bartender I could believe what my friend
told me.
Ataturk seized the opportunity during a time of great change
to shape the Turkish nation making it viable in the modern world. He retained his allegiance to Islam, but sent the
Caliph packing, instituted a secular state, adopted the western calendar and
alphabet, and secularized public education with the help of German Jews. He decreed
that modern western music was good for his people. Women were given equal
rights. He genuinely wished a democracy to emerge, but in the meantime arbitrarily
repressed any activity deviating from his vision. He adopted many children,
boys and girls, and educated them well. He lived an incredibly robust life,
carefully monitoring each of his reforms, partying, womanizing, hunting, and happily
drinking himself to death in his early 40s.
When he died in 1938,
his policies were frozen into place, enforced by the military. A negative word
about him is a criminal offense even today. The cult of Ataturk made up of the
upper classes and the military continue to dominate but are constantly
pressured by the lower classes whose Muslim spirit is strong. More democracy
brings more restlessness which is put down. A Muslim woman wearing a veil at
university becomes a huge national issue. The East and the West are in dynamic
tension and neurotic conflict. And in the midst of it Turkey is doing
very well, indeed. I have to admit that despite all the emotional turmoil this
trip is helping me to learn that I’m doing very well, also.
I am impressed with what rambunctious neighbors Turkey has—Russia, Armenia, Syria, Iraq, Iran, Greece. Some
neighborhood! Syrians and Iraqis have
played the Kurds against them. Russia
constantly presses for more access to the Mediterranean.
The Greeks in their hearts still have some claim on their legacy and Cyprus keeps
the old conflict going. Ancient tribes stir up trouble from within. There is
constant talk of one plot or another. And yet the nation moves with peculiar
balance. In my experience with individuals and families with irreconcilable
conflicts, these conflicts often emanate so much tension, there is a break-up.
The Turks have a kind of glue that keeps these conflicts from breaking up their
cultural fabric. Their communal spirit embraces incredibly intense conflicts. They
have become pivotal players in negotiating the Middle East
toward a modicum of moderation. Barack Obama
goes to Turkey
first, in person, to begin his diplomatic offensive in the Middle
East. This is also my first venture into this part of the world. Perhaps
my dealing with harsh internal conflicts through many dark days will prepare me
for something brighter.
During the Cold War American fear of Russian communism prompted
us to arm the Turks. We helped them develop the strongest, most efficient
military in Europe. Anybody who messes with
them will have their hands full. I learned from my Army general companion that
a huge American military base rests in Turkey a few miles from Syria in the
south. The United States
involvement has been most welcome, even though our intrusion into Iraq is vigorously
opposed. Turkey
develops very strong relationships with sharp edges.
Turkish poor, millions
of them, have gone to Europe to find work
where cheap labor is much needed. There they are treated like second class
citizens a little like we treat the Mexicans.
Efforts to join the European Union which the U.S. supports are thwarted by most
Europeans. While trying to meet the necessary requirements and because of a
strong women’s rights movement Turks have been pushed to reduce excesses of the
old tradition of Islam--the honor killings and torture practices which linger. According
to a poll taken a couple of years ago seventeen per cent of Turkish males
support the stoning of women who are suspected of adultery (!), a practice, I
am told, mostly in the southeastern section of the country. There is very
little crime in Turkey.
Due to Islamic influence alcohol consumption is low, but their wine is
excellent. Drug use is negligible, prostitution is legal, marijuana is illegal but
unenforced. Their homicide rate is much lower than ours.
Turkey is becoming the twentieth most
wealthy nation in the world. There is an energetic vibrancy that reminds me of
the post-war boom in our country in the Fifties. Turkey manufactures most of Europe’s appliances. We see a plethora of condominiums
based on Russian money, many now vacant. Arrogant Russians and energetic
Germans flock to these gracious Mediteranean shores. Americans have been scared
off. I savored their abundant produce through every delicious meal. I bought
their splendid shawls for my women, a leather jacket for my son, a rug and onyx
earrings for my daughter, t-shirts for grandchildren, a colorful tablecloth for
myself—all finely crafted, all bargains. The Turks have a way of making a sale
if the least bit of interest is detected. I am lucky I have a small suitcase.
Along with America Turkey
is among the nations with the greatest disparity between rich and poor. A
thrilling boat trip down the Bosporus, a broad
busy waterway with Europe on one side and Asia on the other, shows off the prosperity. Majestic Ottoman
mansions are restored to their original glory. Ottoman castles gleam, converted
into schools, government buildings, homes for the wealthy, even a Four Seasons
Hotel. We dine in a palatial valis along the shore, feeling bathed in Ottoman
splendor. The new American Embassy rests high above the Bosporus.
The wealth is astonishing. The historic waterway, over which millions have died
and because of which millions have lived, is breathtaking.
Turkey and I are still in mourning. In the
hearts of the Turks the glory of the Ottoman Empire
with its powerful international reach is still the golden age of empire lost. My
life with the golden embrace of Evie is gone. The way of being subject to the
tyranny of her illness is gone. But the residuals of this oppressive time are still
there for me as they are for the Turks. Caring
deeply for another is fraught with an old pain.
But the memory of Evie
is also nourishing. The Turks, too, are sustained by their memories. These
memories are carefully preserved in the Ottoman, Greek, Roman, and Christian
remains. They have restored not only Troy,
Ephesus and Aspendos,
Topkapi, and Hagia Sopia, but also the home where the Virgin Mary lived in her
last days, her tomb and the site from which she ascended into heaven. With
surprise I look through the picture window above the urinal there onto a lovely
forest scene. How many picture windows are there above urinals? Aspendos is the
most complete Roman
Theatre in the world. I
sing a folk song softly and it rings so easily through the monumental space, my
compatriots are fooled into believing that I am a great singer.
The peculiar Christian
monasteries hollowed out of the lava in spectacular formations are carefully
preserved in Cappadocia. Huge holy chambers,
dormitories and dining halls await, but beware of the seductively intriguing
paths and crevasses with treacherous footing. I emerged from a high temple,
stepped onto an angled rock, teetered toward a seventy foot fall, just about to
fly into the treacherous future I fear, knowing there is no safety, no
banister, then just barely catching my balance. Hagia Sophia was retired as a
mosque and preserved as a museum, in part as a tribute to Christendom, with
many mosaics restored, though sadly its demise is imminent due to the threat
of earthquakes and the cost of
restoration. That ancient Christian history is also a part of me, though it
recedes under a cloud as do my memories of Evie, and I move on. Turkey is
moving on in its own way.
I revel in the Turks’ communal exuberance in Istiklal and in the pedestrian
ways beside the sea in Cannakalle, and in the main street of Anatalya. They are part of a lively, loving community
resigned to life overshadowed by external and internal forces, including
earthquakes. It is life lived in a happy familial spirit resigned to being
without empire, shoved around by eruptions, violent conflicts and by an
overbearing elite upper class. But there is also a light transcendent-like
spirit. It hit me at the great white lime-covered mountain at Permakalle, and
in the lava formations of Cappadocia. It includes a Rumi-like spirit most welcoming
to strangers like me. The old saying is observed. “Every guest is a gift from
God.” It is a spirit given voice by President Erdogan, the current Muslim Turkish
leader, as he speaks to the Kurds. “The climate of warmth and brotherhood that
spreads out of Turkey
breezes through friendly hearts from northern Iraq to the Balkans and Gaza.”
In December 2009, President Erdogan was in Washington talking with the President and
with Charlie Rose exuding that remarkable warm, friendly breeze toward America.
In closing I ask
myself, “Why did I come to Turkey,
anyway?” To be sure it draws me away from the dark clouds of here. But I want
more. I want to find again in myself the vitality of the Black
Sea dancers with their mighty leaps and hilarious flops. I want my
senses awakened by the sprightly shenanigans of the Greek gods and goddesses. I
want to be dazzled by the illumination of the Byzantines, the exotic scents of
the Sultans, the sensuous moves of the belly dancers, the kindness of Rumi
whose hospitality makes me feel at home in a strange land. Maybe among the
clouds there is a glint of light.